Failure Is Freedom
I'm exploring why Generation X failed to get free, and how the concept of "authenticity" was turned into a sort of un-freedom.
Failure Is Freedom
Audio File of the Nigredo
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If you ever wanted to know how the alchemical Nigredo sounds, here's your chance. This was mixed by hand, so beat matching isn't perfect and volume shifts may be a little rough because I have the same mixer as I used in the 90s, but hopefully it adds character, or something like that. I had to sign many incomprehensible contracts with the unseen realm to get noetic direction on track selection, so I hope that you enjoy because I'm not sure what I've unleashed on myself and the world. Play it loud on good headphones or large hardwood speakers.
Nigredo Studies:
- Mark Henning, Jaguar: bouncy rays of twice-negated darkness
- Mark Broom: Satellite (Alex Bau Repaint): take the line of flight found in the maw of these soft laser beams
- Luke Slater, O-Ton (Reassembled 1): breathe through this precipitous sound machine, feel your guts tremble in vertiginous ecstasy
- Juan Atkins, Transport (Carl Craig): the Detroit masters arrive with offerings from the unseen realm of deep, sonorous, rubbery bands as well as skull-smashing four on the floor bass drums
- Juan Atkins, Starlight (Mike Huckaby): wash in the dub streams of fuzzy, dynamic bliss
- Parallel 9, Quanan: time for a long swim in the river Styx, bathe in its electric biochemical flows
- Parallel 9, Quantico: the warm rushes of nonbeing deterritorialize the determinate biology of being
- Blawan, 993: open wide and let the deep resonances of the body without organs fill the air
- Robert Hood: Higher! (Ben Sims): Praise and worship the capacious love from which you come
- Terrance Parker, Alarm the Sound: (Tiefschwarz): let all with ears hear, elsewhere’s glorious groove is far-near, already but not yet, and revealed as hidden
- Mark Henning, Exit Acid: cast out demons so they can wonder in the fatuousness of their own dry places and your daemon will find your house cleaned and hospitable for its gratuitous musings
- Terrance Parker: Alarm the Sound (Dirty Channels): emergency dance meeting at my house
- Luigi Madonna, Unconditional Beauty: beauty is a sublime horror, as the Italians well know
- Truss, Beacon: The radiant, green snake speaks, so listen
- Randomer, Stupid Things: stupidity is the new wisdom of alchemy’s synchronistic errors, only confusion can save us from clarity
https://www.martinessig.com I mix the mixtapes that I post here but...,
Baddass vibes mixed by James Reeves of Midnight Radio: jamesreeves.co for the intro and outro music of most episodes.
Unconditional.
unknownWe try you back.
SPEAKER_05We're in a while, you have to add you and you have that. We throw it on, you have you back.
unknownWe try now, you and you back.
SPEAKER_05We throw it on, you let you back.
SPEAKER_00Everything out of that. Everything out of that.
unknownCome back.
SPEAKER_00Everything out of that. Spit it out, everything I don't know. Spit it out, everyone.
unknownEvery to that one. Come back.
SPEAKER_00Everything out of that.
unknownCome back.
SPEAKER_00Every to that one.
unknownCome back for us.
SPEAKER_00Everything out of that. Come back also.
SPEAKER_01I feel like this. I feel like this.
unknownI've been a point with him. I've been with the point with him. I went with the point. I've been like with the point. I went to point with the point, I've been pointing, I put a point. I wake up.
SPEAKER_01I will be able to do it.
unknownThat's why I'm not the doctor. That's what the boy. Think of the battery on the back.
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